This line of a song always makes me smile. It reminds me of myself. Before I met Charlie everything was shitty. I didn’t really have anything going for me and things I did have were slipping away. I self harmed and looked back on the attempts I took on my life and wish I’d succeeded. I used to wish I hadn’t failed and I had died so I didn’t have to hurt anymore. But then he came along. He made things stop hurting and I’m so so glad that I didn’t succeed because I wouldn’t have met the most amazing person ever. So I really am so glad I didn’t die before I met you.